Stop with useless options and start implementing your value and uniqueness in your life.
By the way, did you know that turning a weakness into a strength means 8,000 to 10,000 hours of concentrated work?
This means: if you invest one hour a day to develop your deficits, the result will be visible after 27 years. Do you really want to wait that long?
What will be the price you will pay? Your health? Your family? And ultimately your job? What a waste of your costly lifetime.